February 2, 2009 @ 6:33am

OOOOH MONDAY!!!!! Yeah baby it's the top of the week and time to get back to the grind of work and living. I'm in rare form this morning but I'm always in rare form. Bought a new purse yesterday, yep I was in consumer consumption zone but the good part about this purse is that it was originally $100, the price it was sold to me for was $30 but I only paid $20 bucks because I cashed in my empty ink cartridge for $10 credit. So, as I was mentally brought to the level of purchasing, I arose to the level of saving the planet at the same time. I love my ability to keep balance and bring the light of goodness to everything I do. Okay that might be a stretch but it sounded really, really good.
Today is about focusing my energy, getting back to the page after a weekend of birthday celebration and birthday relaxation. I think more than anything I really want this year to be the best year of my life, I am actively pursuing my dreams, I am actively acting in ways in support of my dreams and I am actively embracing an inner knowing that good is mine. There is a part of me that feels rejuvenated and ready to lay to rest the old patterns of being. There is a huge part of me interested in stepping fully into a life of self actualization. I am in my moments more these days and this is really amazing and brings a sense of contentment. I thought this feeling would be this high level of happiness. The happiness is here, it's just seems as if everything has leveled off, everything has expanded, yeah expansion, I feel as if my life has expanded. Instead of feeling boxed in, I feel as I stretch out among the living and I sense the way in which everyone else expands and reaches into my space. The greatest feeling I have is this feeling of come what may, I'm alright and I'm moving in the right direction.
I'm wide open when it comes to an intimate partnership, I pay more attention, I try to slow down, it's crazy that I move at the speed of light. I put myself in places with people and I look beyond the surface, to see the God.
Today's affirmation (www.scienceofmind.com): As God's beloved, I surrender all resistance to receiving the lavish gifts of my God. I am a worthy sweetheart of the Divine's €”the wildest of lovers! Honestly, I'm a bit confused by this affirmation but it sounds good given the words I am able to decipher. What i will say about being in an intimate partnership with another human being, I envision hosting get togethers, I envision traveling together, I envision silly moments, I envision cooking the kinds of food we both like, I envision giving sensual back rubs, I envision giving my mate overly dramatic pda (public displays of affection), I envision the stillness in my heart when I feel my mate;s body laying next to me, I envision telling y mate about all of my accomplishments, I envision plenty of moments when we don't say anything but we know exactly what we are saying in our hearts, mind and soul, I envision growing old and I envision the way in which we will both grow in this holy union. There is this saying, preparation meets opportunity, I contend that soulful readiness creates action in alignment. It's not enough to be prepared, one needs to be ready as well to continue to engage in the actions that bring them into alignment with their heart's desires. See I feel as if you're ready, you will do whatever it takes to make it, you will turn an opportunity into the very thing that you want as oppose to what might be presented to you and more overly you will bring it into alignment, the problem with preparedness is that so many different types of opportunities will present themselves, the challenge is selection and readiness, when you're truly ready you will know what to select and be ready to engage the necessary action. But more overly, you will only pay attention, give time to or partake in only those things that bring you into alignment with your personal goals. We live in a world full of opportunities, some we are prepared for and others we are not. I say that it is readiness, I am ready for an intimate partnership and there are many opportunities, plenty of single men but not every man is appropriate for my journey. soulful readiness creates action in alignment, I like this phrase.
I am perfect and I am whole and I am complete. I LOVE ME.