January 12, 2009 @ 6:27am

Good Morning Life and Happy Monday! Today's affirmation from www.scienceofmind.com: Right now, I set the intention to live a joy-filled life. I expect to receive only good from the Universe, and I graciously accept it.
I've been listening to Lynne McTaggart's book called the intention experiment and it's amazing the information she is sharing about how thought can change your physical, emotional, mental and spiritual reality. What is more exciting is the scientific research that has been done to support this. Quantum physics is the area that had conducted the most research to support these claims. I've often told people that I found God in a physics class, it's something about understanding the mechanics of how everything comes together but so than that is the intricacy of process that matter takes to be, do and live. I think it's more the combination of physics and chemistry and biology that has my mind captivated with the way in which we work, the way in which everything works and the way in which the universe works. I look out into the sky and it seems endless and the truth is, it is endless and in that moment of infinity (a mathematical phrase), I recognize hoe infintessimal I am and with that comes the liberty to just be myself because in the bigger scheme of things I'm just a small speck of light but nonetheless a light indeed.
The book goes on to talk about subatomic structures and their unpredictable behavior, sounds like me. But seriously, these experiments have shown that not only do these particles behave in unusual ways or have to consistent or predictable actions, they indicate that sometimes they act in there own independent fashion, irrespective of the other particles but then at times they act in cohort with other particles. A researcher found that when an electronic magnetic field is utilized for a purpose or with intention, that the subatomic particles act in coalition. It's really the notion of prayer which has always felt a little suspect to me and in other cases it has been the energy force that has kept me alive. Also, I've known that when some people pray God listens or in essence their prayers are answered but I've often why some prayers are manifested while others seemed ignored. the older I got the more I understood prayer, it seemed when I put my whole physical life force behind a prayer nothing happened but when I consciously and subconsciously prayed with a knowing and an intention, it seemed those prayers came about effortlessly. For example, it's not exactly a prayer but I've I always stated that I'm a healthy person who rarely gets sick and this fact has manifested. I've always stated that I would have all the financial resources that I need to survive and thrive, if I look closely at my life this intentional statement has been 100% true. Now there were times when I was irresponsible about money but by and large, I find that financial resources tend to flow my way without too much concocting or force.
it's the symmetry of reading the intention book and today's affirmation that allows me to know that this is sign that I am infecting the quantum field that my subatomic particles are in alignment for a good life. The other part of the affirmation is about receiving, this expecting only good and accepting the good has been my chief challenge. Growing up in a holiness church a black female, well with each sermon I was cautioned against wordly good because it would lead me to hell. My job was to live a holy life and understand that the good would happen in the by and by. It's hard for me to listen to some older gospel songs, especially those that speak of sacrifice until the afterlife or those that suggest I have no power over my destiny, or that I should give my life completely over the God and accept the tragedies of life. As a child I didn't believe it but I started to believe it and this kind of brain washing that slowly seduced and hypnotized me into believing has made it hard for me to expect good and to receive good as well.
It's just so miraculous to be alive and to be given the opportunity to become spiritually enlightened, to know God as self and to understand that God only wants what good, that we only really want what is good for ourselves, it's not selfish but an indication of self-love and self-preservation. Also, I'm finding that intention helps with bringing one's heart desire into view. I think about last week, I released some things from my life and in letting go, I am finding that the universe has opened up some doors and filled the empty space with potential that is more in alignment with my vision. I mean it's only been a few days but I see the power of intention as I continue to claim my life, as I move about with intention and accept what is in support of my intentions and what is not in support of my intentions. Also, I could of felt as if making myself priority wasn't the right thing to do right now because external factors but i see clearly that in the midst of external chaos my internal focus has moved through all of that and created the realities of my heart. There is this prayer from the book "What the bleep ..." and it states, I am taking this time to create my day by infecting the quantum field. God, show me a sign today that you have paid attention to anyone of these things that I have created and bring them in a way that i won't expect, so that I am surprised at my ability to be able to experience these things and make it so that I have no doubt it has come from you.
I must confess when it is shown to me that my intentions are being fully supported I am deeply surprised, I am surprised and in wonder because for all these years I never understood my own power and never understood the deep and profound connectedness I had with the oneness of God. to move my life with intention is really different because instead of just taking what comes along, I continue to assert and I continue to recognize what is in alignment with my intentions and what isn't. The challenge of that is sometimes something will come along that seems good and perfect and it is good and perfect if my intentions were something else but when I'm honest I can see with eyes wide open that this good is not for me and it doesn't erase it's good and someone else will enjoy but since it's not the intentions of my heart, I must not attach but await for the events, the signs, the presence, the clarity, the magnificence, the perfection of those moments that are representative of my intentions and what I intend to create. What I'm enjoying about having a vision and being intentional is that I don't waste my time, I just press on towards my mark. Also, it has helped me to focus, helped me to be alright with my moments, it has helped me to see that before now I was spinning in circles and being dragged in numerous different directions. I was so out of control, I often wondered where I was ans where I was going, I often didn't want to live because my life tended to not be going in any one direction or clearly headed somewhere. Days of past seemed full of confusion and defeat but it's a great day to awake and witness day after day, moment after moment, the amazing signs of my intentions coming into full manifestation. It's fun too, it's exciting to watch the universal force create something out of nothing or to be the recipient of help and assistance. I love that all I have to do is focus my intentions and act in accordance, speak in accordance and know in accordance that all is well and all is in formation.
I'm better at expecting good and getting better at accepting all the good that comes to my life. I'm equally honored to know that I am interconnected to all matter, humanity and all, this beholds me to seek intention that is not only good for me but for all.
I am perfect and I am whole and I am complete. I LOVE ME!!!